HOWARD!!!

1. For many its just a school but for me... its a dream. I really have dreamed about going to a historical black university ever since i knew college existed. i love the idea of embracing my culture and understanding my heritage from people who actually understand me. i love being black and feel like i have been expose to many different ethnic groups living in new york city but know i just wanna be surrounded by my own kind. howard has been my dream school because i feel it is a prestiege school that caters to africa americans. Having many struggles in the past for common rights and the rights to an education makes me appreciate the oppurtunities that howard university gives. African americans are able to get a excellent education in diffferent fields such as business, phycology, marketing, ect. i actually visited the campus over the summer and just feel in love with the atmosphere. the cultural dancing and sing from the people excited me. i want to join a sorority and expirence life at howard. 

INSTAGRAM

i think im obsessed with instgram. im so happy they made it available for androids. althought im team iphone, i now hve more FOLLOWERS! i think insagram make people more vain though. well atleast me. im not always vain or worried about my appearence but i feel the need to capture every moment of my day. from how i wake up i the mornng, when im frsh out the shower, my beor and aftr hair pics, my breakfast, funny things that happen on the train, my friends, the song im currently listening to, my throwback hursday photos, my nails, my outft of the day, my lip produts, EVERYTHING!!  im obsessed with instagram. i check it almost every 5 in. when i wake up in the middle of the night, when i wake up for schol, aftr i get out the shower, before i get on the train, when i get off t train, when im in the elevator for school, in class, when i go usethe rrestroom, in the halls, while imtalking to people, in t lunchroom ANYWHERE!!! im lterally obsessed and i need professina help. please hep me GOD! thanks honey.

i miss...

i miss whn i use to look like this. i miss havi no responsibilities. i miss midddle school, even though it was HELL! i miss playing with dolls. i used to be obsessed with bratz dolls.  miss making up the most outrageous sinarios that my dolls would lve. it would be baby momma drama, domestic violence, child support issues, fights, and all kinds of craazy things girls 10 shouldnt now about. i miss disney channel and howthats so Rave was my faavorite show. she made me wish i was pchyic. i prob. spelled that wrong. im the worst speller. i miss having naps in kindergarden. i find t so funnyhow i hated nap time as a child and now i thinkits the best thing invented.  I LOVE NAPS! i miss alot of things but most importatly, i miss feeling free and energized. i miss being a kid.

dreams

i really cant believe im actually back on my blog! t felt like years since ibeen o blogger. im atually onhere for a class that im taking. but re-reading my past post i realized i really missed it. i missed eig so in love with fashion that it cosumed me. i feel like as you grow up you become less in touch with your childhood dreams. thats prob. the eason most people dont follow their dreams, because our childhood imagiation seem so unrealistic and unreachable. my dreams have changed drastically. i actually have not set dream or goal. im not sure of what i want o do or what i like. i get so bord extremely easy. i just wish i was more focuse and driven as i once was. i thinkthe ultimate goal i have is to make alot ofmoney. i dont feel thats a ral goal thoough because everyone wants to make money. its more of a necessity.  i may be rambling a little but thats only because m trying to make this 250 words. but anyway, back to dreams. we all have themand we should try a hard as we can to hold hat drive that we have as kids into adult hood.

YEEZY TAUGHT ME!

well, i dont know if you know but, im just a lil bit OVER OBSSEED with KANYE WEST!  so you know when i found theses crewnecks online i just had to order them soooo....


btw: its a pic of AMBER ROES if you did not realize that lol.

ifff you like these you can order them online at http://turnstyle4u.bigcartel.com/product/yeezy-taught-me-gry

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS!

1. become more agressive with my career. make good connections.

2. improve in school. education is key to sucess

3.blog on a regular bases. i cant forget my BABY lol

4. humble myself. somtimes my EGO gets the best of me

5. be more understanding and continue to not judge people.

it does not seem like muchh but HEY llittel steps to bigger goals.

IT's BEEN SOOOOOOOOOOOOO long. but yes im back

So i have been taking time of from blogging but now im back, YAAAAY!. School is honestly the reason blogging has been slow for me. Schoool is such a drain for me, but its somthing i have to do sooooooo. Anyway im back!